Throughout my time here I have had this lingering doubt in my head. Am I ready? Will I ever be ready? Can I acctually do this?I've had ups, I've had downs, good work, bad work but the last few weeks I've decided; Sod it! I AM ready! I CAN do this! And guess what.. my work got better than ever it had been before. It seems that the thought "Am I ready?" is what prevented me from being ready. the last 4 weeks I have had more progress in the school than the previous 3 years, Amazing. We had the exam.. I got great feedback. We had the showcase.. I had even better feedback. We had the summarise of my education with the acting commitee... and the feedback was overwhealmingly positive. Then we had the singing concert where I perfromed some dancing and singing from musicals.. and I heard a comment was made "I can see all of these people can make it big in the industry, especially him" (reffering to me).
Am I ready? Do I want to be ready? Yes. And that makes me ready.
Learn from this. I could have been ready years ago, it was doubt that kept me back. What if I had stoped doubting myself a year ago? Two years ago? Don't ask yourself if you are ready, just be ready! I am!
Also I directed a short film in Film Making class.. It is not done yet, bu it looks great! Have some pictures!
There you go. Now I'm off to Sweden for midsummer holiday! Should be really good!
Save the cats!
See ya!
